well, it seems da title gave away da mood I am in, yes very gloomy, why? mesh 3arfa why.... is it because after 3 years of having 8:30 to 5, 6 days a week job and now I don't? is it because I am in a stage where I don't know what da heck I am going to do with so much freaking free time? I mean, it's was great until, I got stuck in this big boring circle, ok, first of all, I never quit my company, so "they are working on bringing me back as a part-timer" so that makes me not knowing what to do... I got two job offers that I turned down "willingly" because I don't want to commit to anyone as for right now cuz me and DaStars are planning or new year getaway, so whoever hires me won't be happy to give me that early vacation which is going to be in a month!....so I try to keep busy, ...I wonder, where is all my friends??? was I that busy in da past three years that I am out of da social loop? I mean I have so many close friends, but why don't I keep in touch with them? why don't I visit them or they visit me? am I that boring? the only thing I want to do is hangout with DaStars I mean he is my best friend, he makes me laugh all the time, his care and company is indescribable, so during da weekends we try to do as much as possible....during da weekdays, I am bored out of my head until he gets back from work...my phone never rings, and oh I have 2 phones now, Madar and Libyana, and no one calls me, simply because I don't call them, I am such a loser....
my finances are so screwed up back in Canada, I have false charges on my visa that I ignored for ages and now they are back to bite me hard, I mean it's not like I ever used that money, but the visa company wants me to pay it....I have student loan that need to be paid, ok, I am jobless how am I supposed to pay it?....can I just send them a letter saying that I was hit by a cow?? for them to forget about me?
I've never been this moody in my life, I am going through a roller coaster, I have pimples all over my face, they'r hideous, I am soooo emotional it's like PMS 24/7 .... I had a haircut that looks cute, but for god's sake I can't even blow dry my own hair, I have 12 year old cousin that know how to blow dry her mom's hair, why can't I do it, if it's that easy?
well, I kinda need to get my priorities in order, 1) deal with da financial problems, 2)look forward to da new year trip, 3) get a job or .... a baby!!!!
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Maybe you are with baby already... PMS 24/7 and the pimples... Just a thought!
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GOSH.. yah a baby baby :oD .. I think Kristen is right!!
I guess you set your priorities just right.. you have to deal with the financials before you get the baby cuz when the baby is here you'll be paying and buying just for DaBaby :oD
best of luck dear damoon :o)
salam sis
its realy not nice to see u feeling that way, i think cos u just got newly married , change of life, phases, and u had along days off work.
try to get out in the morning just awalk 4 fresh air, iam sure all ur freinds sill there, maybe just scared to get in touch, as ur married,try to call them.
do not be crumpy ha ha
regarding the visa loan write to them as ur out of work.can not pay it,explain every thing,and try if u reach agreement wt them.
always have afaith ,its sunshine after the rain.
but if u think ur expecting ababy get a test done be sure,
tell Dstars how u feel might help
gd luck ,hope all work out ok 4 u.
Hi Sweet sister
I'm sorry you're in a gloomy mood, I know I have a hand in it, chasing you about your finance and all...but I see you're on the way to get it all taken care off ;)..that's grrrrrreat!
It's alright dear, it's just a phase, and you'll be back to your usual self and the shiny moon era.
So cheer up :-)
love
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Salam Sweet DaMoon,
I can definitely feel your gloom.
From a logical standpoint you have gone through one of, if not, the biggest transition in your life recently. However, from an emotional standpoint, transitional changes can feel very much like a rollercoaster ride. You're excited about the transition (new life), saddened by the things that seem to have fallen behind, and maybe even feel guilty for feeling sad over certain things when after all you have this great new life you've been looking forward too. All of these feelings are absolutely real, and you experiencing them means you're alive and in touch---good job! The good news is, eventhough things may feel like they are on the downside of the rollercoaster ride, the rollercoaster always goes back up again. It's just finding the balance between the highs and the lows that can be sometimes challenging.
Thanks for sharing your feelings with us. My prayers go out to you always.
hey 3asula,
i'm going through the same boring circle, so i tried to make a party with my friends that went great but the day after i'm back in the freakin circle again, and the pimples thing, i recently had the same problem, i never used to have them ever on my face, so i was like WTF!!
hhhmmmm maybe it's something in the air lol
anyway, u will get over this soon believe me it will pass, and keep looking forward to that Newyear getaway and time will run by,,
best luck ;)
Just take it easy and try to think out of the box. its quit normal to have this feeling after along period of being busy. try to think of it the positive way, think of it as a warrior rest.
beside this it could work if you rearrange your priorities the other way around, get a baby, you'll have a full time job and leave you finances to your man after God :)
thank you all for ur support, just reading ur comments made me very happy :o) hug hug...lol
well, let me hook u up with da latest updates
1- Visa issue is out da door, as my man spoke to da visa company and gave them crap for trying to make me pay for da fraud costs...I looove him..lol wallahi I can't be more thankful that headache is over
2-Tickets r bought and da hotel is booked inshallah, so Cairo here we come...lol
3- I went to da doctor yesterday and GUESS WHAT...lol 6 weeks pregnantoo, I had my first ultra sound and u can't really tell wheather is a baby u r looking at or some sort of black sack, anyway, I guess alhamdulialalh but our plan was to have kids a year after we r married!!!!!
so just felt like sharing :D :D :D
luv ya
Alf Mabrouk, good news :o)
may Allah bless all of you and grant you happiness & good health
Yaaaaaaaaaaayyy...lool I am gonna be an aunt...heheh :oD
thats a very exciting news for u and ur family to. congratulation ,and all the best, Damoon well come to the mother hood ha ha
Mabrook DaMoon and DaStars,
Looks like the rollercoast of fun takes off again. :D
congratulation for you Damoon
fe aman Allah
alf alf mabrook , happy to arrive here after all the glome is over , lucky me... so DaBABY is coming as MaySoon is said ...
Congratulation for You and ur Husband..And all ur family.
OMGGGGGG i'm sooooooo happy for u ya shena loooll yeaaahhh there will be small damoon or dastar :DDD
glad u r happy habibti , ishallah forever
i am not going to suger coat it, but come on girl i know you are much much much much stronger than that, as for the debt, you and the Mr are 1 so both of you bare the debt and insha allah you will get there,
MABROOOOOOOOOOOOK AND MAY HE/SHE BE BLESSED AND BECOME ONE OF THE SALA7EEN
Anyway, know you have friends who will stand by you and know we will always pray for you
Fe Aman Allah
wooow, mabruk!! this is one of the best news i heard this week, im so happy for you girl :)
GET ready for being the MOTHER now :P
Thank you sooo very much, for ur lovely comments, .... rabe ekhalikum
Alf mabrook may allah bless u all and never forget there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
Kristen, Khadijateri's Sister , well spotted :)
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Mabruuuuuuk Mummy :D
happy for you sweetheart
DaBaby is on board lol
wish u happiness always
ok ok
DaSun, hmmmmmmmmm
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Typical Libyan, couldnt you just wait at least for a year before having the baby? What if things dont work out?
Very typical of Libyan girls, they think they can keep the man by having children straightaway. sad.
Anony lol you sound like a typical Libyan guy who's afraid of commitment, or emm let me take another guess.. who’s already married but to someone does NOT love!!!! Or yah yah.. divorced with a child in between.. now that IS sad.. :o( really! whatever
Dude, it's their thing to decide! PLUS since I am the closest person to this couple around here I can assure you NOT to worry things ARE working out :o)..
ah yah one more thing.. for the last sentence "Very typical of Libyan girls, they think they can keep the man by having children straightaway. sad. oh boy don't feel sad..lol.. only weak pathetic girls with no self-confidence think that way, when a marriage is not working out it is not working out no one loves to live in hell.. then WHO cares about keeping a man just cuz he's A man, those days are over :o) if he is treating HER (any woman that is) right, be good to her and give her the life she wants she CAN keep him if not.. hell he can take a hike :o)
Amm I recommend that you read previous posts so you can realize how much in love they are.. and maybe still by reading you can’t be sure then since DaMoon is my sister I assure you .. you have nothing to worry about.. unless you’re going to pay for their child’s education… support… emmm any thing? Oh yah diapers?.. Gosh.. LOOOOL wallahi you made my day.. thanks for the laugh :oD
lol wow, i think i have an advisor to go too now, thanks whoever da heck u r, next time before I do anything in my marriage I'll come running to consult u, and thanks for telling me who I really am, can't be more proud than being a "typical libyan gurl" da joy of life, da joy of cooking to 10 people and washing dishes all day, da joy of have one baby per year for about 10 years, cuz us typical libyan women loooove big ass families, again I thank you for connecting me to my roots moron...lol
com'on DaMoon.. time to update!!
Damooonti...
alf mabroook habooba! I'm so happy for you!
Dont worry about feeling down..we each have our days..im so excited for your new year trip, inshallah you will have a blast!
Best wishes on everything,' and about friend im sure they havent forgatten about you its probably life's busy cycle has taken them away...you are a great person and everyone that knows you cant but fall in love with you....you are a very cheerful dedicated person...i wish you all the best with your pregenancy and inshallah you cope well with the wonderful change..glad to hear you have taken care of your visa stuff:)
Mabrook, damoon :)
Keep shining and keep blogging, DaBaby will enjoy reading about his journey to this life when he is grown up InshAllah fe 3ezkom :)
If you are sooooo happy as you claim why doo you have to advertise it here? You are a very sad case.
It is true, why the rush? wouldnt be nicer to wait another year or two, enjoy life, travel, do things, then you can have a child. That is what I meant by Typical Libyan ya shatra.
As for your sista, wawo, I rest my case! bayn 3aliah wahda jalta, I feel sorry for the felle who is married to her.
lol again, the beautiful part of da whole thing is, it's up to me and my husband, and we decide whether it's a sad case or not, but thanks for sticking ur nose where it doesn't belong
I knew it! I knew it! Congrats on baby. So is that baby due in July or is it August?
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